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Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001
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I have a new journal a'cause of the whole Laila and Kevin shit.
So.. if you want to see it, just IM me on Herutsu Serika and I'll link you right to it! =^-^= Oh, but we must have rules!!
\\ Rules // If I link you to my journal, do NOT add me as a friend or speak of my user name to ANYONE unless you have my permission because I do not want LAILA or KEVIN to get to my new journal in any way.
Simple, ne? *Nod*
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4 Tears + Cry For Me
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Tuesday, October 2nd, 2001
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Hey, Egga.. Were you on AIM around 7pm today? 'Cause.. Somebody,maybe you, was on AIM around 7pm on your screenname and IMed me. And you never IM me o_o Then your sn signed off my buddylist and Laila's signed on a little bit afterwards.. Maybe I'm just paranoid nn;
That was the e-mail I recieved from Lani. And guess who I suspected.
Herutsu Serika: DID YOU GO ON MY AIM NAME?
HikaruWildfire: no o.o -smarter than that- after what just ahppened
Herutsu Serika: Then who the hell got on it and IM'd Lani?
HikaruWildfire: -Knows; doesn't rat- :/
Herutsu Serika: Who did it? TELL ME
HikaruWildfire: no ;/
Herutsu Serika: Laila, please, tell me
Herutsu Serika: It's only going to piss me off even more if you don't tell
HikaruWildfire: i canna ;\
Herutsu Serika: Fine, I'll just block you and everyone else
HikaruWildfire: --;
HikaruWildfire: ok
HikaruWildfire: ok
HikaruWildfire: let me ask if i can tell
HikaruWildfire: i cant tell
HikaruWildfire: sowwi
Herutsu Serika: BUT THAT IS NOT FUCKING FAIR
Herutsu Serika: It's not like it's a secret of who s/he likes and s/he doesn't trust me.. S/HE USED MY PASSWORD TO GET ON MY NAME
Herutsu Serika: I'm going to fucking block all of you
HikaruWildfire: xx;
HikaruWildfire: wait
Herutsu Serika: -Waits- --;
Herutsu Serika: -Has the privacy thing up now-
Herutsu Serika: Tell me or I block all of you
HikaruWildfire: well ;-;..
HikaruWildfire: this person
HikaruWildfire: it was kevin
Herutsu Serika: --;
Herutsu Serika: Was it really?
HikaruWildfire: he said it was for 'shits n' giggles'
Herutsu Serika: Fuck him
Herutsu Serika: I'm blocking him
HikaruWildfire: xx;
HikaruWildfire: dun be mad at the kevveh
HikaruWildfire: ;-;
Herutsu Serika: WHY THE FUCK NOT?
HikaruWildfire: because buffy is coming back to life in a two hour special and i wanna be happy and if kevveh isnt happy I am not happy ;-;
Herutsu Serika: I don't give a fuck if Buffy is going to be alive. I hate that bitch and that show and I don't like Kevin anymore
HikaruWildfire: Hater
HikaruWildfire: I hate you then. I choose Buffy over the Egga. :P
Herutsu Serika: Okay. Fine with me. ;D
Herutsu Serika: ::Block.::
FUCK LAILA AND FUCK KEVIN TOO.
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1 Tears + Cry For Me
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Monday, October 1st, 2001
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I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF. I just found out that SOMEONE *cough*LAILA*cough* used my password and username to make comments on Dan's journal because they DON'T LIKE HIM. It was Laila and someone else.. WHAT THE FLYING FUCK. I thought she was my friend. As soon as I think of a username and password I'll make a new journal. OH AND I CHANGED THE PASSWORD TO THIS JOURNAL. ;)
Herutsu Serika: LAILA
HikaruWildfire: EGGA
Herutsu Serika: What did you tell Kevin? Why did you send him my picture??
HikaruWildfire: Because he asked for it and I thought you were his friend o_o
Herutsu Serika: I WAS, but you know I don't like the way I look! And I didn't want him to see it.. and why did you tell him that we talked on the phone all of the time???
HikaruWildfire: o_o He said you known him for 6 months. And you never gave him your picure?
Herutsu Serika: No, I didn't send him my pic. I AM AN UGLY FUCK AND I AM VERY SELF CONCIOUS. Now, why did you say that about me and you talking on the phone?
HikaruWildfire: He thought you were cute. o_o
Herutsu Serika: I'm ugly and stop changing the subject. Why did ou say that me and you talk on the phone all of the time?
HikaruWildfire: x_x . .
Herutsu Serika: Just tell me
HikaruWildfire: Egga or Lani. Whichever. :/
Herutsu Serika: o.o; I'm confused
HikaruWildfire: So was I, evidently.
Herutsu Serika: So you got Lani and me mixed up?
HikaruWildfire: Don't get mad xx;
Herutsu Serika: I'm not really mad about that, but Laila, did you ever use my password and shit to make comments on Dan's journal?
HikaruWildfire: Okay I gotta go >_>
HikaruWildfire: -Runs-
Herutsu Serika: Laila dont go
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10 Tears + Cry For Me
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Sunday, September 30th, 2001
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WAI, WAI. ^_^! My room is.. basically, finished. THE PURPLE I CHOSE TURNED OUT TO BE THE MOST WONDERFUL SHADE. *_* I'm thinking of making.. ANOTHER, journal. I don't know, I feel as though I have put all of the depressing shit behind, and I should start over. Denno. I'll think about it. ::CLAP, CLAP.::
*Cough* Soo, anyway, I have to finish putting on the last coat of black and move my furniture back in. WEE, my bed is so ka-yute. I'm just thinking about when Brent ever visits, me and him will make suh-weet love on that bed. *_* We'll be together, as one. It will be soooo romantic! I will make it oh so special for the two of us. Lights out, candles an' incense.. <3 ::Dreamy sigh.::
Wo0+! I'mma gettin' the fish-ee next weekend! S'GONNA BE SO CYUTE! I want Tara Beara to help me pick one out. Of course, it must be either purrpoil or black. I'll name it Kyuujoushou, after Brentu-san's character. ^_^ *Giggle* Kawaii, ne?
WELL WELL WELL, off to search the Spencer site with Lani. ;D
Megga Egga
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2 Tears + Cry For Me
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Sorry for not writing much. x_x;; I had to clean my room!
I was working until 4:30 PM to 10:00 PM! Really, I went through my entire room, tore up the carpet, moved around furniture.. and I had to lift up the fucking bed by myself. E_e my back is so sore! I now consider myself amazing, since I can do that.
Yay! Tomorrow we paint. Blaaaaaack and purrrrrpoil. =^-^= *Giggle* I've been waiting forever to do this. S'gonna look purr-dee-ful! Now all I need is for my beloved Brentu-san to curl up next to me in my nice comfy bed and keep me warm. Then my life would be complete.
Hmm, I should go to sleep. =/ I have to get up early tomorrow.
"People suck! Teachers suck! The fucking world sucks! So bite into a butterfinger baaaaastaaaaard! SMILE AND SAY CHEESE!" Tara makes up kick ass songs. :O I loaf her.
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2 Tears + Cry For Me
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Friday, September 28th, 2001
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So here's the deal. Since Amanda is going to Ocean City for the weekend, I have to go over her house twice a day to check on her pets. She gave me a key, fifteen bucks, and was off on her way. WELL, I just HAD to tell Brandon I was gonna chee-ill over her house when she was gone, so he asked if he could come over and we could watch some porn together. I said "Sure, why the fuck not?". So, we sat on their porch for a while, talked with this one d0od who I think liked me.. e.e; Then the other d0od left to go smoke some weed, and me and Brandon went inside. While he searched for the porn tapes, I followed the kittehs around. ;_; Dey're so kawaii. He finally found one, but the TVs weren't plugged in or something. o.o I don't know, I wasn't paying attention a'cause I was playing wiff the kitties.
So we got bored and went downstairs. He decided to get on the computer and play "Who Wants To Be a Millionaire?" I don't know how it started, but all of this sexual-ish shit went on. It was strange. E_e I did NOT like it. I know I ended up sitting on his lap while he played the game, and he told me that if he could get to 32,000 (Or something x.x) that I would have to have sex with him. I know he wouldn't be able to do it so I said okay. Then he kept asking me to lick his ear. o.o I wouldn't have minded that.. but, it was BRANDON. I mean, BRANDON. He's my FRIEND. e.e; No where near my lover. BRENT is my boyfriend. ::Cringe.:: I'm so stupid. Well, after a while, he wasn't getting anywhere. So he decided to make things more interesting and asked me that every time he got past a question, if I'd take off some sort of clothing, which I agreed to, thinking he was an idiot. Well, I took off my boot, my other boot, my sock, my other sock.. then my shirt. E_e and he almost got me to take off my pants but he only got me to get them un zipped. So I was just sitting there in my bra, then he climbs on me and just.. moves around? o_o And he kept trying to pull down my bra to see my x.x Y'know. I hate saying nipples and I don't like to say tits so.. I'll refer to it as y'know. And he rested his head on my chest and just.. SQUEEZED my breast. e.e; I was like "What the fuck?"
Something that REALLY pissed me off was when he asked me why I wouldn't let him do anything. I said "For one, you have done enough, and two you're not my boyfriend,". Then he said, "I'm here. He's not. He lives in another state," And shit. And he was acting so.. I don't know. Ew, um.. egotistical. See folks, this is why I don't like most men. They're pigs. I was just playing around but nooooo, he has to take everything seriously.
One funny thing was, that when he kind of sort of pinned me down, my stomach growled XD 'Cause I was hung-ree. So that kind of ruined the moment for him. AND OH MY GOD GUESS WHAT HE SAID TO ME ONCE DURING THAT WHOLE.. THING:
"Would you say anything to anybody if I raped you?"
I was like "O_O YES,". How could I not? What the fuck?? Psycho. I mean.. ew. I regret everything that happened. At least I didn't let him go TOO far. Christ, I should go shower and wash his.. boy-ishness off of me. T_T It's terrible.
Yuck. Yuck. Yuck. Yuck. Yuck.
Megga Egga
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6 Tears + Cry For Me
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Thursday, September 27th, 2001
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Herutsu Serika: ;__; I should take a shower.
Herutsu Multi: ._.;
Herutsu Multi: Me too.
Herutsu Serika: ::Needs WP.:: >>
Herutsu Multi: nn;
Herutsu Multi: Hm.. Stay online with Miss WP, call Rosey?..>>;
Herutsu Serika: XD
Herutsu Multi: -Thinks.- Hm..
Herutsu Serika: *-*; CRAWLING.
Herutsu Multi: LINKIN PARK **!!!
Herutsu Serika: WOOOOOOOO!
Herutsu Serika: ::SEXES HER STEREO.::
Herutsu Multi: -Turns it up almost to max.- **
Herutsu Serika: ::Turns it up to almost max too.:: E__E
Herutsu Multi: -Knows her neighbors are gonna be over soon.-
SO INNNNSEEEEECUUUUUUUUUUUURE..
Dog: O_O ARRRRRRRRRRF?
I am horny MAD CRAZY, YO. S'not even funny. ::CRY.::
Herutsu Multi: XD! -Goes to answer the door.-
Herutsu Serika: LMAO!
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2 Tears + Cry For Me
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;_; Periods suck. Thank God for Midol. What would I ever do without it? Hey, why don't men have to go through the same shit as women? It doesn't make sense. :T Well, at least most of us can deal with pain better.
I've been cleaning my room alllllll morning, listening to 99.1 HFS ^__^ My favourite station. I had to take a break and come down to take some midol, so I thought "HEY, WHY NOT WRITE IN YOUR GOD DAMN JOURNAL?" So, here I am. Writing. Yep, writing away. Woo. Aren't I interesting? Yeah, uh huh. Look at me. ::Struts her stuff.::
SO ANYWAY..
My room is so God damn small. e.e; No wonder my mother took the other room. FUCK HER AND FUCK MY SMALL ASS ROOM. I have no closet space whatsoever. T__T But I can fit like.. a quarter of my room into the closet. I ran out of room, so I am going to put all of the shit I want to keep in a bag and just.. put it somewhere. I don't know. I'll find a place I suppose. WEE WOO, thank goodness for Egga's magical bag-a-roo.
I feel very high and sore.
YAYAYAYAYAYAY. Going shopping todaaaaaay. Lemme write a list of what I need to get since I have nothing else better to do. WOO WOO!
- Purple Paint
- Black Paint
- Black Comforter
- Black Skirt Thing-ee [for bed]
- Black and Purple Pillowcases
- Black Sheer Curtains
And I need the follow after my room is done:
- Fish-ee [ Betta *-* ]
- Fish-ee Tank
- Posters
- Black and Purple Candles
S'gonna look pretty fucking cool. I just want to get it done so I can move all of that shit back into it's right place. :X And I want to rip off that fucking carpet. My hardwood floor looks so much prettier. =^-^=
Megga Egga
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Cry For Me
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Wednesday, September 26th, 2001
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My life is very uneventful.
Um.. let's see. I'm going to have free art classes, thanks to my mom's friend at work. She is so sweet! And she's an awesome artist! She's going to help me get a portfolio ready for Patapsco. I think I should do some drawings tonight. ::Yawn.:: I still need to finish my art homework. I also need to get an idea for my portfolio cover. Hmm, ANY IDEAS? x.x; Maybe I should list some of my likes just in-case anyone has any ideas?
[ Likes ]
- Dragons
- Unicorns
- Faeries
- Angels
- Fire
- The Ocean
- Mermaids
- Rain
Okay.. that is pretty much all of my likes. x.o WOW, I have a lot of stuff to choose from! ::Rams herself into the wall.:: e.e I'm never going to get things finished! I must go and work my ass off as soon as my mother gets home. Umm.. tomorrow is THURSDAY. Which I will like very much 'cause I get to go shopping. IDEA IDEAS IDEA. I NEED IDEAS. Please donate to the Egga-needs-a-profile-cover foundation. x.x AND MAKE IT QUICK, DAMN IT.
Megga Egga
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4 Tears + Cry For Me
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Tuesday, September 25th, 2001
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subject // Yes/No // comments
History // Nope // Wouldn't mind it
Math // Yes // EASY, BUT >( Rar
English // Yes // ^^ Su weet!!
Health // Yes // Better things to do
Art // YES, YES // *-* <3 LOAF IT
C Math // Nope // HOORAY
Science // No // THERE IS A GOD!
* And all of the rest are not important *
I cannot wait until Thursday! I'm going to go out and get the black and purple paint for my room and all of my bed stuff and all of that shit. =^-^= I also wanna get a purple-ish colored Beta and name it Kyuujousjou. Awww, and I'd make his tank all nice and cozy and cute. I stayed up half of the night, just pealing back the carpet and scurbbing the floor. It looks so beautiful and they went and covered it up with that scraggly looking carpet. e.e; Oh well, my room is going to be so beautiful!!
RAR @ HUMANS.
I must go and work on an editorial for the newspaper soon. x.o Not the school paper, the real paper. LALA, I don't feel like topic what it's all about so I'll copy and paste it from a conversation.
Herutsu Serika: RARARAR e.e; I just remembered that I have to start typing up an editorial -Gonna submit it to the newspaper-
Psychotic Fanboy: On what?
Herutsu Serika: How newspapers shouldn't be made as often >>
Psychotic Fanboy: o.o
Herutsu Serika: And how its wasting trees x.x when you can just watch the news
Psychotic Fanboy: Good point.
Herutsu Serika: I can't believe how these people don't think --; I mean, The Sun prints their newspaper once a day. So, if you think about how many people buy those, thousands and thousands of newspapers are sold eachday just in this little town. Then think about it in other places. e.e; And think about how much paper they're using up.
Psychotic Fanboy: o.o Whoa.
Herutsu Serika: It's just like bombing a bunch of fucking forests x.x; It's terrible!
Herutsu Serika: And what they have to do is just sit on their couch, flip on the TV and watch the news. Much more convenient and you'd save money. Not to mention trees
Psychotic Fanboy: ::nods:: It's all true...
Psychotic Fanboy: ...but...why make books if you have movies? o.o
Psychotic Fanboy: Think about that.
Psychotic Fanboy: Wait...
Herutsu Serika: Well, the books are usually better. o.o;;
Psychotic Fanboy: XD It's just the fuckin' news!!
Herutsu Serika: XD Yeah
Herutsu Serika: I mean, they don't HAVE to use paper for the news --;
Psychotic Fanboy: ::nods::
Herutsu Serika: They're just wasting it. e.e; And most of the people that use up the paper don't even recycle
Psychotic Fanboy: Indeed.
Herutsu Serika: And I think that people in schools should use computers.It would improve their typing skills, needed in futures careers. And it would save a TON of paper and also they'd get the work done faster.
Psychotic Fanboy: I know!!!
Psychotic Fanboy: .-. But we dun get enough money for our fuckin' schools.
Herutsu Serika: I know x.x; The government should supply them
Psychotic Fanboy: ::nods::
Herutsu Serika: There are SO MANY ways we could improve our world, but people just don't take the time to sit down and think of ways or follow through on plans
Psychotic Fanboy: That's so true.
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3 Tears + Cry For Me
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OKAY, YOU KNOW WHAT? I was happy yesterday but you can just fucking forget it today. ;) You can consider me the bitchiest person in the whole fucking world today. THOSE FUCKING ASSHOLE BITCHES (Notice, I left out the word black before bitches?) WERE HARASSING ME AND ASSAULTING ME. WOO.
Me and Kayla got off of the bus. We were minding our OWN FUCKING BUSINESS, and just walking along the side walk, discussing which high-school we wanted to, AND GUESS WHO STARTED FOLLOWING US AFTER WE PASSED THEM? Those bitches. The ones from Friday. YOU KNOW WHO I MEAN. Well, remember I wrote in here about how I told them that mugging meant when you assault someone and rob them? Well, I said it's when someone beats you up and takes your money but, that would be the only way they could understand it. ;) SO, the whole group of them which is about eight people, followed Kayla and I and began to sing. "BEAT YOU UP AND TAKE YOUR MONEY. BEAT YOU UP AND TAKE YOUR MONEY. BEAT YOU UP AND TAKE YOUR MONEY. BEAT YOU UP AND TAKE YOUR MONEY,". And they kept doing it OVER AND OVER AND OVER.
KJSHDILgdsdasjhgykudfsuydfaso8yfdo8asyfodyugufousyudoyfauyfdyusf
So after they fucking stopped, the girls started giggling and throwing themselves into us and ramming us in the sides. And it HURT. So, that is assault and battery, since Kayla and I did nothing back.
I AM GOING TO REPORT THEM TO THE SCHOOL AND IF IT HAPPENS AGAIN I WILL REPORT THEM TO THE PROPER AUTHORITIES. :O
Fucking fat ass bitch. EVER HEARD OF WEIGHT WATCHERS? It would be a good program for you. ::Nudge, nudge.::
I HATE THIS FUCKING GHETTO, I HATE THIS FUCKING TOWN, I HATE THESE FUCKING PEOPLE, AND I CERTAINLY DO HATE THIS WORLD.
I also hate peanuts. e.e
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1 Tears + Cry For Me
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Monday, September 24th, 2001
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I cannot stop singing the "Yankee Doodle Dandy" song. @_@; If anyone wants it, just post a comment. I sent it to Laila, Lani and Brent. OH, speaking of Laila, I just found out today that she was a Muslim. Surprising, but hella cool. I don't have anything against Muslims at all. I just don't like those fanatics. But, they were raised to feel that way so I feel sorry for them.
I'm going to re-do my room. =^-^= S'a early Christmas present from Grandma ma. I'm going to paint it a very pretty purple. Hmm, pastel-ish I guess. Then, I shall paint the trim (Place around the door/windows and the bottom part of the wall) black! <3 ::Purr.:: My two favourite colors. My room is going to be so beautiful when I'm finished! I'm going to take up the carpet, finally! I have a hardwood floor underneath. And I'm going to get a black comforter and skirt thingy for my bed, and some purple and black pillowcases. Then Brent will send me his package. And inside will be the special black and purple pillowcase his mom made for me. And when I make my bed in the morning, I'm going to set put all of my black and purple stuffed animals on it. :B S'gonna be cute. Of course, also in his package will be pictures. I'll select one, use a black frame and frame it, set it on my new night stand that I'm getting, and surround it with purple and black candles. Pretty, ne? =^-^= I am also going to get sheer black curtains for my windows. PURPLE AND BLACK ARE THEE BEST! And I will try SO, SO hard to keep my room tidy. e.e; I'll post pictures when I finish.
I have a shit load of homework. ;.; And I still didn't get to talk to Brent yet. I don't want to do math work. T_T Hopefully 'tis easy. I already finished my English homework. Perhaps I'll do some more work in the book to get ahead. It's very simple, really.
AHH, it's raining! Purdy rain. ::Sits dere and stares out of the window.:: ^^ Mmmm. OH, Farnem needs some water. e.e; I haven't watered him for about a month. And to think, I tried to save him from dieing at Adrieanna's.
Rain makes me feel so at peace. It's so relaxing. I love to just lay there in the afternoon and listen to it. Or stand out in it. It feels so soothing against my skin. *-* Pittah pattah. It will be so relaxing listening to it in my new beautiful and comfy room, playin' mah classical CDs.
I miss Brent. =/ xoxo.
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Cry For Me
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Sunday, September 23rd, 2001
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Cannot.. sleep. Insomnia.. too.. powerful. ::EXPLODE.::
I just came on here to complete my English Homework. :T I had to find three quotations and write a paragraph on each, explaining what they mean. I was only supposed to be on here for a few minutes, but I supposed I could be the little bad ass that I am and stay on for an extra half hour or so. :x Lol, gee, I'm such a rebel.
"We do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe."
- Johann von Goethe
XD That is my favorite quote. It's amusing, but oh so true. I hope Mr. Burch likes it as much as I do. ;) We better not have an intense discussion on witch craft again, or I will leave the God damn room. I cannot stand those people. They make me so sick. ;.; I want to gouge their eyes out with a pen.
I love Brent. n_n! I am so excited! Luke finally got the pictures developed this weekend so Brent should be sending his package soon! I cannot wait to get it!! I wanna see what my baby looks like. *-* Not that it matters. I'm just curious. An' his mom is making me a spethal pillowcase. S'gonna be KAYUTE. =^-^= His mother is a saint. I worship her for bringing this wonderful being into this world. I feel so happy. Like I have found everything I have ever needed. BRENTU-SAN, I love you. ;.; I wanna hold yo' in my arms. And I will soon. Be patient, my dear. Please? =(
Sarah Mclachlan - I Will Remember You
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
Megan <3 Brent
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Cry For Me
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Today's trip didn't entirely suck. :T IMAGINE THAT.
Well, we got there. La. Then we met up with my mother's friend Carrie. Yay. Hello Ms. Carrie lady. She's actually very nice. She looks totally different without wearing her lipstick. o.o And the news people were there, recording us.
MY MOTHER TOOK A PICTURE OF ME FEEDING A GIRAFFE. <3 I broke some twig leaf thingies off of these bushes and stuck it through the fence. :D The giraffe licked me. He was so cute. ^^ They have such scary tounges. >_>; I wonder if the women giraffes are pleased! If that picture turns out I'll send it to Brent. I was wearing my black and purple sun glasses. <3 =^-^=
OH OH OH, then I fed chickens. :D And my mom got a picture of that too.
Nothing too exciting happened there, though. We actually saw the lions out. -.o; The male dude roared. It was cool. AND AND AND, this chimp threw himself against the glass. Then these bitches started aggitating him and banging on the glass so he kept doing it! >_< I HATE PEOPLE. I was about to say something to them but they stopped. Fucking whores.
And we ate lunch. o.o It was nummy.
I bought a black and purple stuffed snake.
TADA THAT IS THE END OF MY WONDERFUL GOD DAMN DAY. ;)
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4 Tears + Cry For Me
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I just took a Tenchi Muyo! Character test. :x The results were not surprising at all. Now if I feel the need to role-play any characters from the Tenchi Muyo! series, I know who to pick for once.
# 1 Ryoko
# 2 Aeka
# 3 Azaka & Kamidake
# 4 Mihoshi
# 5 Ryo-Ohki
# 6 Sasami/Tsunami
# 7 Washu
# 8 Azusa
# 9 Kagato
# 10 Tenchi
# 11 Yosho/Katsuhito
# 12 Nobuyuki
Oh and to my dear friends. XD; Did the results surprise you? I feel the need to know. Please leave comments.
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3 Tears + Cry For Me
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Ohoho, fuck you insomnia. You make my life a living hell. :x
And I have to get up early tomorrow too. ;) Probably Seven o' clock.
I FINALLY figured out why Linz was so pissed at me. It was because I didn't invite her into a private chat. BUT, she didn't ask me to. If she would have asked me I would have invited her. Plus, she says I always ignore her when I'm in chats. e_e; I don't mean to. This time I just had to type an entrance, then I IM'd her but she didn't respond. I'm sorry, Linz. I really am.
GRR, I have to go to the ZOO tomorrow. Why? Because of the diabetic walk. ._.; I don't want to go! I mean I like to support everyone who is walking and I don't mind making the donations but I DO NOT WANT TO SPEND MY WHOLE FUCKING DAY THERE. Watching those poor animals being cooped up behid those bars, pacing back and forth, desperate to find a way to escape. Zoos are so depressing and cold-hearted. I think it's okay for endangered species to be there, not the regulars. >/
MY DAY IS GOING TO VERY MUCH SUCK TOMORROW. ;)
I cannot wait to prance around the tiger cage singing "I'm a pony! I'm a pony!" Over and over again. I get such strange looks. :x I'm quite normal, actually. I just like to have a bit of fun.
I DO NOT WANT TO GO TOMORROW. IT STINKS. LITERALLY.
>/ I better get something nifty from the gift shop.
AND MY OH MY ISN'T IT GETTING LATE? I cannot go to sleep though. Insomnia is bad. AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANY CAFFEINE IN MY SYSTEM, NOR A LOT OF SUGAR. I am either going to be VERY tired or VERY energetic tomorrow. x.x; We'll see.
I'm on good terms with Binh now. :O
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Cry For Me
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Saturday, September 22nd, 2001
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::Whine, shifts uncomfortably.::
I'm jealous. >/
Of who? Some little hussy at Brent's school. >_>;
I know I shouldn't be acting like this, considering all that Brandon has done to me.. but, I just can't help myself. @_@; This is strange because I'm not usually a very jealous person. I don't know.. I just feel like I can't compete. That he'll eventually choose her over me. He says she looks like me and he thinks that she likes him. ._.; God damn bitch already has a boyfriend. Why does she have to mess with mine? She's always walking by and running her fingers through his hair. >/ And wanting to braid it. And since she reminds him of me he just wants to hug her and shtuff. ;.; I don't care about that. But I don't want him to choose her.
See, if I lived down there everything would be okay. But I'm gone and that little hussy is hanging all over him. Maybe he'll choose her over me? What if he really does? She's probably a lot better than me.
FUCKIN' HUSSY.. why does she have to go to his school? x.x
She already has a boyfriend. >/ THEN SHE GOES OFF AND FLIRTS WITH MY BRENT.. playing with his hair.. running her fingers through it.. ;.; His long beautiful hair.. being tainted by that whore.
WHY AM I SO UPSET? I mean, I hate myself for feeling this way but I can't help it. He's everything I've got and I don't want to loose him. He tells me not to worry but I 'unno. I love him with all of my heart and soul and I don't want that skank to ruin it. ;.;
::Cry.:: e.e
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4 Tears + Cry For Me
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Friday, September 21st, 2001
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RAR @ STUPID BITCHY ASS BLACK PEOPLE ACROSS THE STREET.
Do not get me wrong. I like most black people, but those bitches across the street annoy me. They were so rude today! I MEAN.. this fat bitch pushed my friend Kayla infront of a moving car. WHAT THE HELL? Kayla is one of my best friends now. >/ And I would have punched the bitch in the face but those people would have killed me. THEN, this bitch started with me. I was walking with Kayla, minding my own God damn business and looking ahead. SINCE THAT IS THE PLACE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO LOOK, RIGHT? ;) Well, anyway, that fucking whore looked back at me and yelled "WHO IZ U STARRIN AT?" I said I wasn't starring. Then she says "YES YOU IZ!" So I yell >O "WHY THE HELL WOULD I WANT TO FUCKING STARE AT YOU?". So she shut up after a while.
SO THEN..
Me and Kayla started walking towards my street. >/ Then we found this stray/abused dog and went over to it to comfort it. IT WAS SO SAD. It had fleas and it was skinny as shit and it was just the sweetest thing. ;.; SO BEAUTIFUL, TOO! Then those black bitches started making fun of us and calling us dirty. YOU KNOW WHAT? AT LEAST WE HAVE A GOOD ENOUGH HEART TO ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT SOMETHING. Oh, but wait. You CAN'T care. Can you? And those girls just stood across the street and watched us like vultures. It seemed like they were waiting for us to cross over so they could attack.
After the the dog's OWNER let her in, we walked across the street. Wow, I can't believe someone actually owned that dog. It seemed so.. sad and lonely and hungry and hurt. WELL, those fucking bitches, bitched at me again. Then they brought up the subject of "mugging". o.o This girl asked me if I knew what it was. I said yes. then she asked what is it. And I said it's when you beat someone up and rob them. They started rolling with laughter. The girl gave me a dirty look and looked me up and down. Then she said "Megan, that is mugging,". Fuck her. =) I'm just not around that trash all of a time to learn their slang terms.
mug [3] (verb transitive) mugged; mug*ging
[probably from earlier mug to strike in the face, perhaps from mug [1]]
First appeared circa 1864
: to assault usu. with intent to rob
-- mug*gee (noun)
;)
Awww, my cat is so kawaii. *-* She was standing on the top of a chair and looking at this cat through the window and hissing and arching her back.
TO SHOW YOU THAT I AM NOT RACIST, I will list the people that I like that are black.
Kristin
Ashley
Asia
Arial
Lakeshia
Shawnice
Phillip
And there are more people that I like, I just don't know their names. e.e; Meaning, that I am not personal friends with them.
I HATE THIS TOWN.
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6 Tears + Cry For Me
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Thursday, September 20th, 2001
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OnlineHost: *** You are in "asrfd". ***
Heathen Faerie: [] >/ []
HikaruWildfire: ( Well Egga is being a bitch and I am mad at her )
HikaruWildfire: ( SHIT )
Heathen Faerie: [] O_O; []
HikaruWildfire: ( xX )
Heathen Faerie: [] Well I think I came in at the wrong time.. []
Heathen Faerie: [] I should go. e.e; []
Faerie Embers: ( -Clings to Egga.- )
HikaruWildfire: ( -Scotch tapes her down- )
Faerie Embers: ( WAFFLE )
HikaruWildfire: ( >O )
Heathen Faerie: [] I am being a bitch -.o; I should leave you alone []
Faerie Embers: ( -Cling.- I love you ;-; )
HikaruWildfire: ( ._.; )
Heathen Faerie: [] e.e; []
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11 Tears + Cry For Me
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Sorry for the "lovey dovey" stuff in the past two entries, I just need something to put all of my romantic problems in. And now, in this entry, I will write only actual updates. :T Ooh and awe. Yes. You may applaud.
Last night I read Adria's journal. I was so shocked. I didn't know what to think. How could she have broken up with Dani? She does not know how hard it is for her now. Dani just puts on an act for Adria, to make her feel alright about everything. But I know what's really going on with Dani and I can certainly feel her pain. She doesn't think anyone will ever love her, but I know someone is just waiting for a girl like Dani to come along. Maybe she will find them soon, maybe not. I don't know. I'm trying to be realistic. All's I know is that she has got to have some faith. But I am not going to preach to her about that anymore. I know she's tired of hearing it.
School was alright today. I was actually feeling happy in Mr. William's class. He handed back some papers and I did rather well on a.. quiz, type of thing. I received an A+. I was ecstatic. And he wrote a small comment on the front page. It was, "This is the best paper I have come across!". I was VERY pleased with myself. Oh, and, Mr. Williams smells very good. o.o So far, I have an A in American History and Pre Algebra. ;) I am very happy with myself, for now. I think I might have to work my tail end a bit more in Science though.
Tara is going to tutor me on this shit for math this weekend.
Second period was okay. I finished my work before anyone else did and I just wrote in my dividers.
Brent
Loves
Megan
Loves
Brent
I kept writing that over and over. @_@; Moving along...
Third period. I thought it would be boring, since Mr. Burch's class usually is. Don't get me wrong, I like him but not his class. It's so dull. Today's topic was.. WITCH CRAFT. He asked the class what we think of when we hear about witches, and some of the remarks were very offensive to me. I was going to ask if I could leave the class. >:( But, I set those fuckers straight. I raised my hand and I gave some examples. "Wicca," Was my first response. Then he explained to the class what Wicca was, and I told them that it was my religion. They were shocked. And I was shocked that Mr. Burch knew so much about Wicca, but actually, he knew so much because Tara is in the class before, and she too explained to the class what it was. It ruined her day. Not many people know that she is Wiccan because she resembles the "in" crowd, so she was tormented very much. People were amazed that I knew so much about witch craft. They asked me if I had a witch bible. o_o; Lol.
In fifth period, gym, I played hacky sack with Tara and Savanna. That's all we really did. Then we had a discussion with our gym teacher about religion and how people are so ignorant and they cant accept anything that is different in any way.
Lalala. Then the rest of the day sort of flew by until I was heading off to lunch. Me and Tara came across a group of girls.
Me: METALLICA IS GOD!
Girls: O_o;
Tara: WORSHIP METALLICA AND YOU SHALL GO TO HELL WITH US. :D Satan loves you.
Girls: ... O_O; >_>;;
Me: HAVE A NICE DAY!! ;)
Lunch was quite amusing. Tara was so God damn upset. I felt so sorry for her. And I look at her like a little sister so I had to stick up for her. This fucking bitch named Jackie kept looking over at Tara and I. She kept.. starring. I gave her a glare, and she still starred. Then I said "HELLO, I'M WICCAN ;)" And I just smiled and waved. Then she finally looked away. She looked over again, and kept starring. Tara was getting VERY upset, because she never had to deal with the jeering and stares before. So I told the girl that if she looked at us one more time that I'd gouge her eyes out. And that was the end of it.
FUCK YOU, JACKIE. THE NEW MISS THANG FROM KENTUCKY. :)
I now have a new third cousin. She was Tara's best friend and I never met her. Turns out her father was my father's cousin. Interesting, eh?
Okay. I miss Brent. That was the big update. Bye.
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